Exams are over

...but I'm not feeling the way I'm supposed to feel. Light? Burdenless? Free? Not at all. The anticipation of unpleasant things to come, unpleasant decisions to make and to go through just won't let me feel that way. I wish the world would stop throwing things at me as if I haven't already got enough to handle. I'm wallowing in self-pity, I know. But I also know that however long this misery is going to last, I will rise above it eventually.