Weak

Dear God,

I am sorry for the pain I caused You when I chose to rely on my own futile strength and rejected Your divine help. Father I am sorry for the pain I caused You when I strayed from Your righteous paths only to find that the path I choose for myself is in the end nothing but a downward spiral guised as 'independence'. Father I can only imagine how painful it is for a loving Father like You are (for truly You are Love) to have to lift Your rod of discipline against the wayward and foolish child that I am. Sorry for turning a deaf ear and a blind eye towards You as if You were but an insignificant being and not a mighty God who deserves all reverence and fear and obedience. Sorry for each and every time You hurt because I hurt.

Time and time again. Time and time again. Should I not know better by now?

Perhaps it is not so easy to be God after all....?