NOT suicidal....

It has been brought to my attention that some of my most recent posts have caused undue worry and concern in some readers. When someone like Ian writes you an email asking if everything's alright, then you know for sure that your blog has been more than just mildly depressing/disturbing. Or maybe Ian actually IS that caring a person as he has never (well, hardly) shown himself to be! =P Anyway, if you're reading this, thanks for caring yeah? Hope all goes well for you too... *hugs*

Said goodbye to mom and dad just now - their plane leaves Heathrow at 9:30am tomorrow.

I desperately need time-0ut from the hectic university life I've been leading... Christmas holidays start in 2 and a half weeks, not that 2 meagre weeks of holidays are gonna make up much for the rest-deprived and B-U-S-Y past two months. Whoever it is who told me that uni is easier than college and secondary school sure is a huge liar. Liar. Pants. On. Fire.

I'm so tired... tired... tired...

All I wanna do now is just curl up in my bed under my warm, green duvet with a book... talk to my friends (especially youknowwhoyouare)... take a long stroll in Hyde Park (yes, even in this cold dreary weather)... listen to music... type a long and extremely overdue email to my bestest friend... stay up late nights but not to study, and wake up really late in the morning... play the piano... watch a nice, romantic movie at the cinema... and the list goes on. Can anyone grant me this wish-list of mine? =(
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On and off I get weird messages from weird people on Friendster, today it was this 39-year old guy who claims to be a lecturer at Imperial College, is married and is, I quote, a "tall and handsome Englishman with a PhD". People he wants to meet: People from Japan, Singapore, China, Taiwan, Malasia (Malasia?? Malasia?? Please tell me it's a typo! *cringe*) and Thailand. He has only 6 people on his network, all of which are Asian girls. I'll leave the rest to your imagination. Haha.